Introduction to My Life Career (by now,2010)

First of all, I just I wanna explore myself more, toward all the things that I am doing now, & the things that I wish I can do it.

                I am a small town girl,I have to admit it, whatever the reason, well, I might look like one, or not, that’s not a big deal after all. I am the youngest daughter of 6 siblings, 1 had passed away, but still living in my heart, the rest of my siblings are all married with children. My parents, are old, I mean, they are around 58-60 years old. (Thanx 4 raising me up)

                I am a 3^rd year student of Bachelor in Town and regional planning. Did I like it? NO!!! Well, some of the subject, I did like it, but mostly, I don’t like it, it’s full of memorizing acts, fact, planning standards, mapping, which is why I don’t really like the course. I only like urban design, and that is the only planning subject that I have ever score A-, apart from the studio. And actually I broke the record, since none of my classmate ever reaches the grade, seriously, it’s very hard to score even A-, so it was a blessing for me to score that high grade. I am still taking Urban design elective, kinda hard, but it’s the only subject that I wiling and never skipped. I am not sure too, either it is because the lecturer or it just I enjoy being in the class. But because of the urban elective class too, we finally discover the true color of our ‘so called friend’ and meeting new friends from Vietnam.

                I don’t know if anybody know about this, but my true passion is toward art. Any kind of art, literature, writing stories, directing film, sing, dance, act, writing lyric and composing song, fashion design, culinary art, and last but not least, photography.

                My concept of study is always enjoying the learning process. It’s always like that. But the things that I enjoy got nothing to do with the course that I study, only Urban design, since it’s all about the beauty of a city, and how we gonna make a place beautiful, lively, and conserve the natural character of it. The rest is, I don’t even wanna think about the other subjects. Worst thing about it is, it’s too late to turn back, and it's too late to repair the damage that I had caused to my grades, and my knowledge. It’s a very huge damage, I really feel hopeless.

                As the days goes by, my desire toward arts grows more, especially when I think about a way to earn more money by making beads jewelry, or by design some clothes for sale. I don’t know, it’s getting more serious this semester, as my financial is a bit low this time. Sometimes, I just wish time could stop, and be return back to 4 years ago, maybe there will be something I could fix.

                Got to go, duty calls…. I still haven’t do anything about the autoCAD that I have to do. I haven’t even do it when I start to feel dizzy like this.