Someone ask me, if i like guys from my home town or from any part of the country, & i was just like, 'no comment'. i jz x want to tell them actually i was all in, i can like any guy frm any part of the country, even frm oversea, if they are just the rite guy..
But, what can i say, i don't to date any guy just for the sake of dating, because i have never dated before. Or becoz i just pity them for like me. Then, clash with them after 1 or 2 months, doesn't dat sounds too mean?? Yeah, life is not good. Let me just live like this, me, keep on admiring the kpop boys, and live my life as normal as possible, even though at times, i might feel lonely, becoz all my friends got their man to keep their time with.
Some comment that i am too choosy. Yepp, that's true, but what can i do about it. i'm x sure too,, ibut most probably, i protect myself too much from the male, because i dont want to get hurt later. Yes, someone was rite, i dont let myself date any guy, i dont want to have a boyfriend. he might be the first guy who succeed to decode me, at this case. Luckily he is not from this university or this country, otherwise, i might be keep on chasing him, though knowing that it just an impossible thing to achieve. Yes, it true, i reeally like handsome guy, that's my weaknesses and of course, with my physical appearance, i will never get 1, trust me, unless a miracle come my way.
Anywway, i just want to keep my life busy with this imagination, being a celeb, packed schedule with education to catch up, date the one of the most handsome man in kpop, kim hyung joon, then i will make my life a bit complete, in my imagination. (poor girl)
All i can do is just to wait for 1 day, if someone would ever decode my thought or my personality again. seriously, this guy is totally awesome. if the day never come, then i just wait for a miracle, until my life could feel complete.
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