Here’s the story, about that guy I talked abt earlier...Well, based on my personality, and wat ppl generally know, I love handsome guy very much, very2 much, much more than words can say. In fact, based on my crush history and the celebrity crush report, most of them are the most popular guy or handsome guy in the group. TVXQ-Jaejoong, SJ-Siwon, Big Bang- TOP, SS501-hyung jun, Ukiss-Eli… I don’t mind about the body or character, but the face does matter in the first place. Even for the guy I have crush in the past, they are all the popular guy out there. They are at least a leader in group or the person that every girl put an eye on. It’s always like that, mostly they are a leader in some organization and whatever it is, main point is, having the leadership quality and full with charisma…
But this time, for my surprise, a person appear and give me his attention and he is does not fit the criteria of the ideal guy up there. Not that tall, nor handsome nor leader in anything, I guess, he is not even popular guy, I supposed. But the only charm that I see is that he is very kind, hardworking and very caring and give extra attention to us, and I like that, ‘I am miss attention seeker, hehehehe… so probably I spend more time playing around with him, since I know it’s going to end soon and I don’t want to regret and have bad memories on this LI for this year. Well, things goes well, except, I’m not sure if I like him or what. But I feel like biasa only, not the butterfly in the stomach or racing heartbeat. But I do feel upset if he didn’t give attention to me, or he ignores me, or is not warm enough. And I do feel happy if he came up and joke around. And most of all for all things that remind me of him, I feel happy though, even though in the end, we separated, but still it is sweet enough to be remembered. Truth is, he enter my dream very often juga as watak x penting. There is still hyung jun and Siwon there, he is just a character in the office that I happened to go.
1 more thing is, he did apologize for not going upstair to check on our progress last week. For no reason, he apologized, but for no reason and nothing else to say, I told him ‘it’s ok.’ That’s funny and cute right? Hahaha…but he is just him. We’re just trying to be nice to each other because we know the end is coming near, and we don’t wanna miss it and regret the things that we could do together. We just go with the flow. Isn’t that nice? Whatever it is, I’m thankful to God for the meeting, it’s nice to know him in a short period of time, and hopefully I could a person like him in the future.
XOXO
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