Fond????

 can u keep a secret???
I think i have a crush on a person but i jz don't knw wat to do? coz i am x sure how we both feel... probably the feeling would fade sooner or later for me,, he probably x into me ...hahaha.... but i seriously think that i will miss him so much these coming few weeks, coz i grow fond of him... he is suh a nice older brother... i miss my brother kot, this causes me to feel this way...either way, probably i have lots of older brother (x really, only 2 left), that i crave for attention from him.... i really love attention, i am attention seeker,, and he gave me ome of this attention during this few weeks in the practical training sesion,, so i guess i just crave for more attention... i really wanting for more... i know this is temporary,,well, as usual, i would give extra attention on someone, until i got tired and bored, or up until the person got tired due to my unresponsiveness, then it will ends... hahahaha...
But still, i seriously gonna miss him, the day we go our separate ways,... ( the end of LI, which is 19 July)... Probably we will never see each other again,,,
but if one day our path crossed and we can finally met again, hopefully we meet in a good ways, since i only wanted good memory with him,,, hehehe.....