Tuesday, April 12, 2011

Inspiration, Love and song

Due to sleepless night yesterday, I go and read some fanfic. This one is totally great, I’ve never been so into the fanfic, and never read big bang fanfic. It’s just last night I came across a completed fanfic and saw this one with TOP in it. lately I’ve been so into him that I decide to read it, and it sure did not fail me. but what’s best about this fanfic is, the fact that the writer is creative enough t owrite a few fanfic that are related to each other that it become so addicted to not read the other fanfic of hers.





                Back to the fanfic with top in it, Heartless Tonight kot the title, it came together with a theme song, it’s Rihanna-Cry. It really did make the emotion stir and hurt so much as I read it along with the song, it’s causing the emotion of the character surfaces, affected my feeling as well, and I have a good cry. The TOP character in there, so cool, so cold, yet so seductive and charming, while the girl is freeze cold character, she’s way too strong of a person, reminded me of someone, especially when you hear the lyric of the song.

                “this time was different, felt like I was just a victim,
and it cut me like a knife, when you walk out of my life,
now I’m in this condition, and I got all this symptom
of a girl with a broken heart,
but no matter what you’ll never see me cry~”

the lyric is so haunting and yet the melody is so addictive that I was inspired  to write a song like that too. I don’t know what is happening, but lately I was so into a haunting (not in the scary haunting like the gothic or metal song) but just something like depressing lyrics like Rihanna-love the way you lie and Song Ji Eun- going crazy. The lyric and melody was so depressing but also filled with love and emotion that are so depressing. I’ll totally going to write something like that in the future, so just hold on and stay still as I look for inspiration….^^




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