I want This...

This is my all time favourite things... And i am to get it, no matter what it takes... But you will realize my obstacle in getting all of these, as we go through the list..

1. Hello Kitty merchandise
I always fall for it. Doesn't matter whatever it is, from fashion accessories, bags, make up, hand phone, mp3 player, plush doll, just name it, i love it all. But usually all of these stuff come in limited edition, & limited edition always are expensive, i'm a student by the way, there are always something that is more important than Hello Kitty (money does matter). I only can keep on desiring it, on and on...

Hello Kitty bag collection

Hello Kitty Gadget and stuff

More Hello Kitty Stuff

2. Blythe Doll
 It might be a doll, but the pricing is way too expensive, way more expensive than Barbie doll. Why? Because it wears designer clothes. Gucci, Prada, LV, etc. And the doll itself is cute.... Could be scary though to the kids....

3. CUte puppy - POmeranian Breed
Nickname: Pom Pom
Yup, it is very small, in fact, they can fit into a tea cup during their early age. awww....so cute...  they are too cute, and the price are too cute too... at about rm800-rm1000... how cute, isn't it.. but either way, i still want it.....

Adorable isn't it?

4. My dream car
It's been few years now but i can't get my eyes off Volkswagon new Beetle and Audi R8. They are both cool, cute, funky, unique, and......EXPENSIVE..... Well, let's just see if i got to buy those car, otherwise, MyVi pn jadi la... it's cute when the color change...

LESSON OF THE DAY
Dont only like expensive stuff...
If you want it, work hard to get it... ^^

Love ya

Someone ask me, if i like guys from my home town or from any part of the country, & i was just like, 'no comment'. i jz x want to tell them actually i was all in, i can like any guy frm any part of the country, even frm oversea, if they are just the rite guy..
But, what can i say, i don't to date any guy just for the sake of dating, because i have never dated before. Or becoz i just pity them for like me. Then, clash with them after 1 or 2 months, doesn't dat sounds too mean?? Yeah, life is not good. Let me just live like this, me, keep on admiring the kpop boys, and live my life as normal as possible, even though at times, i might feel lonely, becoz all my friends got their man to keep their time with.
Some comment that i am too choosy. Yepp, that's true, but what can i do about it. i'm x sure too,, ibut most probably, i protect myself too much from the male, because i dont want to get hurt later. Yes, someone was rite, i dont let myself date any guy, i dont want to have a boyfriend. he might be the first guy who succeed to decode me, at this case. Luckily he is not from this university or this country, otherwise, i might be keep on chasing him, though knowing that it just an impossible thing to achieve. Yes, it true, i reeally like handsome guy, that's my weaknesses and of course, with my physical appearance, i will never get 1, trust me, unless a miracle come my way.
Anywway, i just want to keep my life busy with this imagination, being a celeb, packed schedule with education to catch up, date the one of the most handsome man in kpop, kim hyung joon, then i will make my life a bit complete, in my imagination. (poor girl)
All i can do is just to wait for 1 day, if someone would ever decode my thought or my personality again. seriously, this guy is totally awesome. if the day never come, then i just wait for a miracle, until my life could feel complete.

Introduction to My Life Career (by now,2010)

First of all, I just I wanna explore myself more, toward all the things that I am doing now, & the things that I wish I can do it.

                I am a small town girl,I have to admit it, whatever the reason, well, I might look like one, or not, that’s not a big deal after all. I am the youngest daughter of 6 siblings, 1 had passed away, but still living in my heart, the rest of my siblings are all married with children. My parents, are old, I mean, they are around 58-60 years old. (Thanx 4 raising me up)

                I am a 3^rd year student of Bachelor in Town and regional planning. Did I like it? NO!!! Well, some of the subject, I did like it, but mostly, I don’t like it, it’s full of memorizing acts, fact, planning standards, mapping, which is why I don’t really like the course. I only like urban design, and that is the only planning subject that I have ever score A-, apart from the studio. And actually I broke the record, since none of my classmate ever reaches the grade, seriously, it’s very hard to score even A-, so it was a blessing for me to score that high grade. I am still taking Urban design elective, kinda hard, but it’s the only subject that I wiling and never skipped. I am not sure too, either it is because the lecturer or it just I enjoy being in the class. But because of the urban elective class too, we finally discover the true color of our ‘so called friend’ and meeting new friends from Vietnam.

                I don’t know if anybody know about this, but my true passion is toward art. Any kind of art, literature, writing stories, directing film, sing, dance, act, writing lyric and composing song, fashion design, culinary art, and last but not least, photography.

                My concept of study is always enjoying the learning process. It’s always like that. But the things that I enjoy got nothing to do with the course that I study, only Urban design, since it’s all about the beauty of a city, and how we gonna make a place beautiful, lively, and conserve the natural character of it. The rest is, I don’t even wanna think about the other subjects. Worst thing about it is, it’s too late to turn back, and it's too late to repair the damage that I had caused to my grades, and my knowledge. It’s a very huge damage, I really feel hopeless.

                As the days goes by, my desire toward arts grows more, especially when I think about a way to earn more money by making beads jewelry, or by design some clothes for sale. I don’t know, it’s getting more serious this semester, as my financial is a bit low this time. Sometimes, I just wish time could stop, and be return back to 4 years ago, maybe there will be something I could fix.

                Got to go, duty calls…. I still haven’t do anything about the autoCAD that I have to do. I haven’t even do it when I start to feel dizzy like this.