Change in Personality

Damn,,i'm sure is a jealous freak and being very possesive over something that i dont even possess... i'm really feeling scared now... whatever is coming in front of me, i can't control myself.... i know i'm a jealouse freak frm the beginning,,, bt i didn't expect it to be so crucial...that is so scary... why i am being like this..if the thing really happen,, then it''lll be over so soon... hopefully it doesn;t that show and make everyone fed up and hate me.... =(