Review 4 dis week

first of all, after going to the class and been through the whole week, i think taking green neighborhood thesis is not dat bad,,,, I hv to bear with the lecturer though, but it still better be done in order for me to retrieve a gud research topic, retrieve my shame towards the things that happen during my internship, etc.
FYI, my thesis topic is officially on Backlanes.... yup, a very controversial 1, since it is going to be "DO WE REALLY NEED BACKLANES?" I really have to work my hardest to convince the board of planners to accept my title, and also to convince the planner outside UTM on my thesis outcome in the latter part.... but the challenge probably could help a lot in earning points for gud grades in thesis, if by GOD's will.

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I saw a weird post in the FB, someone is whining abt x having someone to turn to when is needing it.... whatever it is,, i do feel bad for dat person, coz i let out all my anger and stress and worries toward dat person, and dat person have nobody to tell abt it..... it's' own stress adding up with all my complaints, probably could make dat people aging faster than previously,,,,hahhaa,,,, I only can say: "Gud Luck.."

the rest of my life for this week is quite busy, since the convo, i still hv to catch up with the studio, and get my transport assignment done.... i even caught a flu + sore throat..now i started to lose my voice, bt dis is due to the 3 hr karox session in addition of the sore throat la.... hopefully i can recover over the weekend....

xoxo =P

Dream High???

Should i say this or not??? Cause i didn't even DARE to DREAM anymore..... =(

Every time i wanted a thing the most in my life,, i never get it..... I don't even know who to blame..is it my destiny who always turn the things way around, or because i never deserve it or because i never fight for it with my whole life.... Maybe i just like being play safe all the time.... because i am x smart enough...

For this whole year,, there are too many incident that makes me relize that,,,, the Korea GOP program, the Indonesia GOP program, the last convo singing competition, and just recently, theTHESIS field of study....

Anyone who is taking the green Neighborhood option with Dr. Rafee must do the thesis with him, with his selected topic... if x, i also x know the consequences, but it is a bit hard for me to fight because i also didn't know what hold my future..... Just hoping that this thing would work out well and i quit listening to others....

ALL DA BEST, dear AiMe.....

Again... Neo ra go...

I have an FB chat with him 2 days ago, & dat makes me feels good abt it... I was like feeling release of all my concious & my maddness over him. Ever since then, i really feel release & gud,, probably if i decide to get over him after this, it won''t be that hard.... PLus, i didn't even have a severe heartbeating compare to the moment with the Viet guy, or the other guy that i like.... Whatever la~
Ok,,,, i feel gud,, i feel fine & jz sleepy, i try to train myself to not sleeping in the evening, bt instead, i still wasting my time on the internet.... should've done something better right? SO, i got to go now,, I need to plan the days ahead me.....

Get it over

I HATE U!!!!!!!!!!!!
Is all i want to say everytime i saw him in my FB and when he become offline for chat.... i just trying to forget him, but dat''s hard...i don't even feel a thing when i saw my crush yesterday, because of him... i lose all my senses.... stupid AMY.... Let's get over him soon, okay?