Tuesday, April 5, 2011
Letter to heaven
this song has been created during the 1st sem of 2nd year...but i forgot to secure it, so i rewrite it again.... it is a song from IU-missing child... in the loving memory of my brother, Gerald Antonio....
How have you been my dear?
c/o Cause I’m living here alone
I miss you
Do you still know my name?
c/o
Thanks for memories we shared
I love you
I try to move on, I try to be strong
I miss you
Letter to heaven
this song has been created during the 1st sem of 2nd year...but i forgot to secure it, so i rewrite it again.... it is a song from IU-missing child... in the loving memory of my brother, Gerald Antonio....
How have you been my dear?
It’s been a while…
Have you been fine my dear?
Though I’m not around…
You’ve been all alone
Working hard alone
Walking into the path that’s made for you
But i hope you know what’s in my heart
c/o Cause I’m living here alone
There’s no one here can see right through me
With my friends I try to laugh
But I still cry when I come back home
I try to move on, I try to be strong
I’ve try not to cry when I’m alone
Every prayer that I made, I hope that you can always hear me
I miss you
Do you still know my name?
Hope you remember…
Do you think of me dear?
Do you miss me now?
All the memories, anniversaries
And everything that we share together
Everything that involves you and me
c/o
Thanks for memories we shared
Thanks for caring for me
Thanks for coming into my life
Thanks for everything that you have made for me
I love you for the rest of time
I love you
I try to move on, I try to be strong
I’ve try not to cry when I’m alone
Every prayer that I made, I hope that you can always hear me
I miss you
Our Love story
Friday, April 1, 2011
It’s Sunday evening & I’m standing near the window ~oh
While I’m having a cup of tea
How I love the rainy day
It’s great, It’s cool, cool
And suddenly my phone is ringing & it’s you who call
Though you’re not free today
You said the first rain drop remind you of me
You know I love the rain
Happy that I always on your mind
Feel grateful I received your love
Each day & night I pray for you & me
And I promise you my love
c/o 1 I will be the same girl
The girl who took your heart away
And I always be there
Through all your joys and sorrow days
Even you’re far away
Make sure you always in my heart
But the only will change
Is that I love you more each day
Please hold on to me, please hold on to me
Don’t ever let go, my baby boy
Cause I’m loving you, cause I’m loving you
There are always rumors about you, gossips about me everywhere
And we fought sometimes
But they don’t even know the truth my dear, about you, about me, about us
But looking at the path we take
The journey that’s not easy to reach
And all the ups and down
And tears we shed
This love is growing strong
c/o 2 And I am very proud,
To see how far we made today
Our love still going strong
Though they just try to make us part
And I am very glad
We did not hear what people say
And be able to trust, to love, to care for each other
Please hold on to me
Up until the last final breath we take
Up until there’s no more tomorrow for us
c/o 3 I can see you my dear, in front the altar anxiously
I can see your bright smile, as I walk through the chapel door
And we exchange the vow, to love until the rest of time
And you gave a warm kiss, and whisper slowly to my ear
"I love you so much, I love you so much
I’ll love you forever, baby girl
I love you so much"
Baby I love you too
Tuesday, February 1, 2011
DANDELIOn
Dandelion~~Have flown away
As the wind blows
Flying so freely
But as it fly, it might be wondering
When it might be fall & where it might be
As it falls, will it be safer or harmful?
It's really bothering
But who knows...
It will be a better day
And it grow and soon there be a flower
Myself~~
Wishing that i could be....flying~~
from all these mess
but if i could fly
I might be wondering ,
If i will be fall and when it might be
If i fall, will i be safer or hurt myself
All of these bother me
But who knows
It will be a better day
And soon there will a happy moment
baby i'm sorry
Is all i need to hear from you
Baby i love you
Is all you ever need to say
baby would it be so hard?
To just appologize
For all the wrong
that you did to me
Baby it's okay
Is all you ever need to hear
Baby i Love you
Is all i ever need to say
Coz u will alwways be the one
Who make my heart beat fast
You cannot be replace
You're the best
I'm sorry, for hurting you so much
I love you, baby would you please don't go
I'm sorry, it's all i need to hear
And i'll stay with you untill forever
H.I.M
How to sleep
How to breathe
How to dream when all I think is him
How to play
How to laugh
How to smile when he took it all with him
I try to hang out with all my friends
But still i can’t forget almost everything i know about him
I try to find a replacement of him
But I know that they can’t be someone like him
c/o Oh My God!
I’m so weak
I don’t know
If I’ll ever forget him just like that
Oh My God!
Give me strength
And help me to carry on live my life without him
Coz u see what I have been
And you know all the things I’ve done
Since the day he’s gone
I don’t know why but I’m still in love with him
And u know what I can be
And u know what I can do
Please help me now
I don’t know why but I so in love with him
I love him
I miss him
I want him to be right next to me
It’s in him
It’s with him
Everything I want is all with him
I try to beg him come back to me
But I know once he left, there will be no turning back for him
I try to be strong but fall down
I guess, I’m sure, I want nothing but him
c/o Oh My God!
I’m so weak
I don’t know
If I’ll ever forget him just like that
Oh My God!
Give me strength
And help me to carry on live my life without him
Coz u see what I have been
And you know all the things I’ve done
Since the day he’s gone
I don’t know why but I’m still in love with him
And u know what I can be
And u know what I can do
Please help me now
It’s him...
Dear God, Please send me him...
Mr.Children –Hanabi (Fireworks) OST CODE BLUE
What value left is there
in this world I live in?
I start thinking its all meaningless
or maybe I’m just tired?
in this world I live in?
I start thinking its all meaningless
or maybe I’m just tired?
In exchange for something I got
I gave up a number of precious things
but it’s not such a peaceful world
that I can lament each and every one.
I gave up a number of precious things
but it’s not such a peaceful world
that I can lament each and every one.
What kind of dreams should I envision?
What kind of hopes should I take with me as I go forward?
These seemingly impossible to answer questions
Get buried in my day to day life.
What kind of hopes should I take with me as I go forward?
These seemingly impossible to answer questions
Get buried in my day to day life.
If you were here I wonder what you would say?
you’d probably say I was being “gloomy” and have a laugh.
I just wish i could see your gentle smile to blow away my melancholy.
you’d probably say I was being “gloomy” and have a laugh.
I just wish i could see your gentle smile to blow away my melancholy.
even if it’s a light like fireworks
that can never be caught
one more time, one more time, one more time, one more time
I want to reach out for it.
that can never be caught
one more time, one more time, one more time, one more time
I want to reach out for it.
We all carry sadness with us
but we hope for a better tomorrow
I wonder to what extent we can love a world
gripped by fear, thrown into unrest?
but we hope for a better tomorrow
I wonder to what extent we can love a world
gripped by fear, thrown into unrest?
I get choked up on the words ’cause I think too much
I hate how clumsy I am
Yet oddly enough, I hate more how skillfully I can pretend.
I hate how clumsy I am
Yet oddly enough, I hate more how skillfully I can pretend.
Whether we spend the years laughing or crying
time passes the same for all
the future is calling to us
are you, now, hearing it too?
time passes the same for all
the future is calling to us
are you, now, hearing it too?
Even though we knew from the start
that we’d eventually have to say goodbye
one more time, one more time, one more time, one more time
and as many times as I can I hope to see you again.
that we’d eventually have to say goodbye
one more time, one more time, one more time, one more time
and as many times as I can I hope to see you again.
I never imagined that simply meeting you
could make the world seem so beautiful
would you laugh at me for being simple minded?
I want to say “thank you” to you from my heart.
could make the world seem so beautiful
would you laugh at me for being simple minded?
I want to say “thank you” to you from my heart.
I wish my heart flowed fast and smooth like water
so that it would not settle in one place.
so that it would not settle in one place.
For all those times when I need to see you
for those times when I’ll miss you so
one more time, one more time, one more time, one more time
I want to burn your memory deep in me.
for those times when I’ll miss you so
one more time, one more time, one more time, one more time
I want to burn your memory deep in me.
We all have our problems
but we hope for a better tomorrow
I wonder to what extent we can love a world
gripped by fear, thrown into unrest?
but we hope for a better tomorrow
I wonder to what extent we can love a world
gripped by fear, thrown into unrest?
one more time, one more time,
one more time, one more time…
one more time, one more time…
